A whole new world

I miss someone. Someone I think I lost because of some reason. I know I may never have him back. Those days where I'd wake up to a sweet morning text greeting, those "hey! watsup?" messages, and "how's your days" are long gone and terribly missed. But it's not those little things I miss though, it's the person whom I was ready to care for at that point. Sadly, things don't turn out the way it was supposed to. God has His own reason and purpose for that, I now realize. It's hard to let go but I know I should even though I still care about him so much and I always will. Perhaps someday he'll be back, perhaps not. But I hope he's very happy and contented right now. I just wish we'll have an opportunity to talk before I totally let go.

OrGs OrGs and mOrE!

Went org crazy today. I actually skipped my only 1-hour break just to check out the orgs booths opposite the love lane. It was pretty cool though and worth it coz they had a nescafe booth where they give out free coffee! yehey! And so I ended up joining four of them. whaaack! The first one I joined was SCARLET, a fil-chi org where my friend is an officer. Then the Red Cross Youth Council where we get to learn the ropes on first aid and bloodletting. cool. My friend Jacker convinced me to join her in Teatro Tomasino. whhaaack! Not the artist/theater type here! And they've got auditions! Geez.. How terryfying. Then my home org, the OT society. Pretty packed up on the extra curricular stuff. Better start early. haha?

Oh! I experienced my first embarrasing moment today at campus! Whaa! hehehe! toink!

Finally.. Some peace and Quiet :)

Whew! It's been almost a week since I started college and do time really flies! I've also experienced the infamous not-so-Great flood of USTe. hehe bad joke. It's kinda stressful so I have to remind myself that it's just the beginning of stress, anxiety, crams,..etc that comes with it. Enjoy talaga college life. Definitely more freedom and perks. hehe Ca't wait to try new things soon.

I'm enjoying my alone time right now. One of those rare occasions where I just let my thoughts run freely and reflect on my day. Good thing for 2:30 dismissal time. :))

Last minute bumming woowoo

Went to SM again today for some last minute bumming before school starts tomorrow. It's kinda strange having no kaagaw sa pc because all my sibs had classes today. hehe Finally, I can surf in peace! School.. no more late night movie marathons, midnight pig outs, and doing nothing. heehee Totally enjoyed my fab summer in Cebu by the way. Time to hit the books not the sack. Still got some time for some more last minute bumming before donning that pristine, crisp, pressed, blinding all white uniform. hehehe Yikes! UST!! :)

Bumming

Tried the state of the art first in the Philippines IMAX experience last night at the mall of asia. While the 30 minute movie was good and realistic, it also felt a little bit dizzy. hehe But it's something you gotta try. While walking around, I spotted this store which sells Havaianas flipflops in all styles and shapes which was really cool. wala lang hehe.

It was my last day in Nursery today and it was also the first time for me to lead the storytelling there. Had a lot of fun. Didn't expect the kids to be so attentive and deeply intrigued with the story. It's really the work of God in their young lives.

hmm.. I'll be having my first day of classes on Wednesday. Totally excited and pumped up for it! This may sound really nerdy and unlike me but I'm actually looking forward to hit those school books and homeworks. Plus the new faces and environment. Whoo! first day high! hahaha

beauteeeful day

It's official.

Our youth pastor texted me this morning that I couldn't stay in nursery. Well, I guess I just have to accept God's will and get on with it. Maybe He has a plan for me there and wants to use me for His work and purpose. I'm totally gonna miss those kids though. sniff.

Watched The Omen at SM today with a couple of friends from church. It was 50 50 for me. Half the typical horror movie where the blood and gore are ever present and the other half is a portrayal of the Bible's prophecy of the birth of the antichrist. Thrill factor is 3 stars and gross factor is 5 stars. hehe

Keeping my hopes up! hehe

Yaay! I couldn't stop thinking about it last night after blogging about it so I texted my youth pastor and requested to stay in Nursery. He immediately called on my cellphone and told me he would check on it on Monday, which is today, and he would just inform me later on after I explained to him that I was willing to trade with my friend and he would end up in Middlers instead of me because he likes it there anyway. I was kinda touched beacause he was so understanding about it hehe. Then this friend, also a churchmate and teacher who knew about my dilemma offered to talk to our youth pastor for me because they're close. I'm still waiting for their decision about this and praying about it.

beewilderd

I was surprised when our youth pastor informed me today at church that I had been reassigned from the Nursery class to the Middlers class starting june 18! Not that I'm complaining, but I feel more connected to little kids. Mixed emotions drowned me as I heard this info. Wondering what made him want to transfer me, I finally discovered that one of my churchmate and fellow teacher who assigned us thought I was in a relationship with this churchmate and co teacher also in Nursery class which I am not! And his intention was to separate those girlfriends and boyfriends! geez! Guess he got the wrong impression because I'm good friends with the guy. Funny thing was, he ended up assigning my friend with the girl whom I think he likes hehehe! I dunno.. wherever God assigns me, there I'll go and serve Him wholeheartedly. I just wish people would stop judging based on the outward actions and appearances. And maybe make sure first before concluding. Oh well, I'll try somehow to be reassigned back to Nursery class. After three Sundays of being there and teaching God's Word to the kids, I felt attached already. So you can guess that this transition is kinda hard for me because I'm still in the process of getting used to the feel of the class and all. Just hope that I'd still be in Nursery class. Ciao!

Rambles and Shambles

Whew! What a wet saturday night. Kills the mood to party haha! But anyways, I love the rain! Despite being hobnobbed with cockroaches after the rain and the floods, traffic, stranded people and all, the rain brings a refreshing aura to everything that surrounds us. Guess this sounds pretty corny but I can't help blogging about it haha! I went "swimming" with my friends yesterday. It was kind of a letdown because of the rumbling thunder and the flashes of lightning. We ended up going in and out of the pool because of the continuous flashes of lightning. It's dangerous right? While waiting for good weather,which, of course didn't happen, we just played a weird game of pingpong/badminton indoors. It was pretty fun actually, I missed my friends.