expressionless

I'm kind of frustrated about being unexpressive through words. It's like my mouth does not dictate what my mind is saying...or screaming about. My friend and I were joking about how total opposites we are. She possess this tough chick attitude and earns the respect...or fear of others. While timid old me, always the soft spoken go-with-the-flow kind of girl stands behind people like my tough pal. Sadly for me, even guys take the wrong idea of how I really feel and assume I don't care. And I end up disappointed at myself for not expressing my feelings more. Friends advise me to speak my mind, say how I really feel and just be magpakatotoo. Maybe I need to try this. Maybe I need to change a tiny part of my attitude. Maybe I need to find the connection of my vocal chords to my heart.

Blogging's a start. I'm kinda treating it as my personal therapy. Guess I find my inner voice easily through blogging huh.